[wannasavemoney]

Its just has been one of those weeks where everything has been totally crazy. I feel like this year has been really hard. I have been dealing with losing the baby pretty well this last month and today just has been really hard. Im not sure what brought it on but Looked at the calendar this morning And I should be 20 weeks tommorow. it just sucks. My DS washed my cell phone yesterday he was very proud of himself and told me my phone was clean now. So I can not call anyone phone is completely dead, and will not have a new one for a few days. I know things get better I guess this is just one of those days.. Thanks for reading just had to get it out of my head

[staviles]

I am so sorry for your loss and am really impressed with how well you have been handling it and how positive you have been...know that you will have days like today where you will grieve the loss of your child and the "what could have been", and that it is pretty natural and okay for you to feel this way and that in time, all of it will get better and while your loss will still be there always, it will hurt less and you will find it easier to smile and have a good day. Know that you are loved and blessed every day and that while tomorrow might not have been the best of days, you can always try again tomorrow!! A big hug for you and your family and know that I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!

[Linz]

Linz

[mrslukebrown]

i am sorry i hope that things will start looking up for you soon <3

[_rori]

losing a baby is one of the toughest things i believe a woman can go through. it's hard sometimes to find someone that understands. dh never understood that when a women finds out she is pregnant, that bond is built almost immediately.

i had a terrible time getting over a lost that i had before having my dd...so if you ever need to talk, pm me!

and i'm sorry, but your ds + washing your phone, that's just absolutely adorable! only of course because it wasn't my phone

[lifeworthliving]

My friend is going thru the same thing as we speak. I know what you are going thru. And so very sorry for your all your pain.

[OliviasMom]

I just went through a loss recently myself and it's not easy. I really hope things look up and remember there will be brighter days tomorrow.

[Huntinglabmom05]

Stay strong and remember you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you! Prayer is very powerful and can ease some of the pain. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

[Drea]

So sorry about the lost of your baby,, I know its not an easy thing to go thru...have faith...

[schatz]

losing a baby is hard..there is no two ways about it. It will get better with time. ((HUGS))

[lhart24]

So sorry for your lose.. hopefully the rest of the week gets better..

Sorry about the cell phone too.. but the lil one was probably trying to be a big helper and cheer momma up.. One day you will look back at that and laugh... ....

[ahfarlow]

I hope your week gets better!

[skylark08]

I'm so very sorry for your loss. I too have had 3 miscarriages. I should be having a baby anyday now but God had other plans for me and my family. I thank God everyday for the son that I do have. I know it will take sometime i've gotten over it but it's always on your mind i'm sure. Well if you ever need a friend to talk to just pm me.

[angel nee nee]

awww.... I am sorry to hear about your loss too. I have had a miscarriage myself.

I know it is not easy.

I hope your cell phone will either get fixed or that you will be able to get a new one.

[lovable_chick_21]

I have never lost a baby, but would imagine it would be very difficult, and you are entitled to be sad about it. Things will get better, I'm sure, but in YOUR time!!!
As for the phone....I WOULD BE GOING OUT OF MY MIND!!!! That SUCKS!!! I DO know how that feels, I've done it...and I cried and cried and cried yeah, lame, I know!!!

[MaxxMe]

I'm so sorry for your loss and the grief you are going through...

[philomena83]

I am sorry you are having such a rough time..things will get better soon, time heals!

[cheepmomma]

I lost a baby a number of years ago, and my experience was I would think I was ok, and then certain dates would trigger a depression. Even after the due date passed there were times that a date would trigger an episode. I will say, that it does get easier. I will keep you in my prayers.

[wannasavemoney]

thanks again. to day has been much better its been 10 weeks since I lost the baby.. I think that there are those milestones that will trigger these sad days. I guessed I realized I should be finding out if I was having a boy or girl around this time.. and made it a sad day. i m sure there will be more but thanks for your support it means alot

[bubbsguy]

One day at a time.