[coupondiva55]

Ok, I have not worked since I was preggo with my 2nd child. She will be 4 soon...I feel like I need to go back to work(not having enough $ drives me crazy)...and I don't know where to start and what to do. The main reason I stayed with my dd has been so we could save money on daycare...but now I feel like it won't be too long before she starts school...and that am looking forward to...it was never my plan to be a sahm but that's the way it worked...I can't do anything from home - she's very needy or at least I feel like she has become that type of child because am with her 24/7. I also have a 14 year and the thought of her being home by herself after school - makes me nervous...of who she might let in the house while we are not home and all...we just don't have reliable ppl we can trust or count on...so that part of it - it's more difficult. I used to work 3rd shift for 3 yrs when I had my 14 yr old but had to quit/moved to florida and was also sick at the job with migraines that still hunt me till this day. we have been getting by with just one income but it's been very hard. Trying to think of a part time but then daycare will still be expensive...also thinking maybe a job early in the morning so I be home for when the oldest gets out of school...I think I have thought of every possible scenario but to no avail. I applied for headstart and they told me that the process is very slow. She's on the waiting list. Florida has a program called vpk(voluntary pre kinder) but she won't be able to get into it till august 2012...can't wait that long...urgh!!! I'm sick and tired of ppl in my family thinking that I don't want to work and that I am using my children so that I don't have to work. I welcome your ideas/suggestions...help please. tia!!